i remember when i first came to egypt, first time being this far from my family, from my...cats....
yeah. i am a cat lover. because cats are wonderful creatures. so don't expect me to really like someone that is afraid of cats. i am not that 'good'. they hallucinate tigers when they look at cats.
so... that first day here.. biasalah akak seniors yang terlalu penyayang akan buat group kenal kenal gitu, and buat something skemass..
so, they asked us to draw the thing we love most in a piece of paper.
i drew my cat. didie. u can't imagine how much i love didie.gosh. i missed her.
and after that they asked me to imagine, what if the thing we drew died.. or something bad happened to them? and we are thousands mile away from them at that time..
(actually their aim was to make us realize that whatever happen is Malaysia, just beat up your chest, do not give up studying. tu jeh )
really, game yang skema tu pon boleh buat i panas hati. sebab i tak suka fikir benda negative, or 'what if something bad happen' i don't like that.
panas hati + bertakung air mata (eip, tak mengalir lagi ye)
maklumlah dalam hati ada taman..walaupun penuh dengan bunga tahik ayam.
but, not long after that....she died. she was really gone. dah cakap kan, tak suka pikir benda bukan bukan, kan dah jadik.....okay. okay. keep calm.
so,that makes me think of a thing. i know, teruk kan, baru nak dapat hikmah, lepas sekian lama didie pulang ke rahmatullah.
err... a bit humans kat situ. maaf.
back to the main point gentlemen,hmm... i baru terfikir, baru boleh relate my experience ni dengan some talks yang i dengar di yuwtub.
that.... He will test you for the thing/person you love most.. to teach us, that He is the one that we must love the most. not other love even it's halal. and apalagi kalau haram.
only Him, Allah, the Creator of us!
so, it's actually one of His way to teach us to love Him on top of everything in this dunya guys..
